My subconscious is being eroded.
Therefore, my confidence is fading.
But it always happens like this.
Right around now is when I start recording epic music.
Did I overdo it this year?
Then again, I thought I overdid it in 2012.
All I have to do is believe in myself.
But then there's God.
And the other gods.
My mother might've known I was going through this.
My grandmother might know, too.
When do I defend myself against subconscious attacks, on the surface?
Because it's being done in the subconscious, it's hard to tell HOW to do it.
The subconscious is in the mind.
I dwell as the surface.
So whoever controls the mind controls the subconscious.
With that said, I'm going to be even more quiet now.
I am worth more than the company I wish to keep.
All for a high I can get on my own.
Time for me to face whatever music is playing.
Even if it's my voice.
But what happens when I can't remember every lyric?
Why am I so negative?
Well, I have the answer for that.
It's just not wise for me to share.
~follow the buzzards~