Meet ~Xarles~

Meet ~Xarles~
New sound, new style, still the same loser.

the dead inner child (of CH)

I had a great conversation with my man Lou (again). In it (to make it brief), he said "never let your inner child die". I smiled, yet as I started to reply, I checked to see if I still had my inner child.

Nope.
Murdered by the hands of Scooter.

I started to bark on him for... what I felt was his "allusion" to me being "too grown", but I paused. As I paused, I felt an avalanche of emotions. Ranging from rage, to depression, to hate, to ...I don't know. I just felt that all these years of me building myself up was a cover-up for (me) not doing anything about my inner child being dead.

Now, I can't just run up in Scooter's house and BODY him. Like, on a technical side. He's in prison. And I'm sure my success is a big enough thorn in his side (though last I heard, he told his mom/my aunt to tell me that he loves me and is proud of me). But yo. My inner child comes into play every day I make music. Really, my inner child comes out in every song I don't (at least halfway) write physically. 

Lou and I hung up, still on good terms (remember; the above dialogue was inner), and I immediately went to work trying to revitalize my inner child. I expelled my spirit into my Universe, let my Spirit drift, and... wouldn't ya know it? I found him! Sitting in mom and dad's Cleveland apartment (Shaker Heights), wearing a 3-piece suit, reading The Cleveland Call & Post. 

Truth is, I always wanted to be a grown up. I As I got older, I wanted to be a mature rock star. Drugs would be involved, but only amongst family (shooting up with my wife, smoking weed with my children, doing LSD with my band). I ALMOST had the vision with Simone Porter, but she had different plans. 

Jeeeez.
Before I go into a rant about how the women in my life have all eroded at my inner child, I'll move on.

I am currently bumping Large Professor's catalogue. To me, he's hip-hop's best kept secret. So many jewels being dropped her. Definitely taking notes. As a young CH, I always wanted to battle him. 3 rounds. We would rhyme over our beats, whether in battle verses or just flow exhibitions. Simply because I wasn't outside when he was, and I felt my sound and style were superior. This is a very humbling experience. Without him, there's no CH (according to the backlog of music I'm catching up to). We often mention Pete Rock and DJ Premier, but... just off this experience alone, LargePro belongs in MANY conversations.


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#DrKiwi
#TheBlackDrRobotnik

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#cHam

Eating me (C Diddy's ear)

One of the reasons I'm not crazy about "Brooklyn Girls" is actually IN the song. The second line is, "The beat is D minor but I'm oh so major."

Well, the key is C sharp minor. The same key as "New York Raining".

I tried to identify the key without verifying it. I called it a music flex. I was off by a half-step. Just shows that, even back then, my perfect pitch was fading.

I gotta stop working with just ANYBODY. Music, especially when done on a high level, can and will take a lot out of you. And I do it at the highest level.

You know, I'm starting to realize that my time on Turn First/First Access / Republic wasn't as bad as I thought. The album was recorded in plush surroundings that made writing more comfortable, they were kind (the staff), caring... I was given money to buy my own Pro Tools set up, we went out for drinks... they just didn't want me to smoke weed. That's a BIG red flag for me.

When you smoke weed, you tap into the subconscious realm. It is here where you heard the id of everyone and everything around you. From there, you determine how to behave in your superego. I felt as though they were hiding things from me that I would pick up... not just high, but in my own environment. Granted I had an apartment, I was living with Mom and we BOTH are unfamiliar with LA.

IM SURE there's no coincidence between my breakout song and my comeback song being in the same key. Shit, both of them having something to do with New York (one I wrote, one I co-wrote) CANT be a coincidence. But it wasn't out of malice. They really wanted the best for me. I didn't squander the opportunity, but I do have to move on.


SEGA forever.

#ThrBlackDrRobotnik


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Meet #Kiwi!, #TheBlackDrRobotnik's new assistant. She's sleeping now, but when she's up...


Heaven Can Wait (C Diddy's heart)

It has come to my attention, through The Universe and from my Illuminated friends, that upon entrance into The Illuminati, one can no longer casually mention my name. Now, as much as that kicks ass and explains a lot, it also puts a hindrance on the cob actions I make through (the production of) music/ (the consumption of) media. I tried to put a muzzle on that thing (all that barking over dinner), but things got worse and the ties that bind became nuses. 

My latest celebrity crush is the sweetest thing #TheEvilI has ever encountered. Raven~Symone levels of cute and heartwarming (!). Needless to say, eye candy. But not a Skittle or Starburst. Nah. An acquired taste. And possessing a skill that would make the Chloe-est of Baileys eat her palm out. All I want to do is preserve her talent. Maybe even marinate it in the groove. 

I just don't want to lose her to #thegame. 

So she is anonymous until *I* can tangibly hold her down.




"I aint gotta doo too much..."


(#Angel, in progress)


#cHam

Take Notice (C Diddy's warning)

It's about to get hotter. The temperature won't matter soon. The potions are brewing, and the syringes are 10cc (as you are so accustomed to). Time itself will glitch, for lack of better words.

With such being the case, the price is going up. Always negotiable, but the standard has been awoken.

Respectfully.


Shouts to #TheGypsy Walasia for the hook-up. Also, peace to Tamuz and Tane for their AWESOME sound collection. I have mostly everything, but I look forward to your bundles. Pause, if need be (lol).

Peace to Just Blaze, who was an early critic (truthfully), but is tapped in to #TheHamiltonQuazar. Ye is over here, too. Just being told to stand in the corner. Or sit in a chair and face the wall. Peace(,) to Large Pro, who is making some of the most phenomenal music out.


My experience with Dr. Dre goes beyond some click bait posting, down-low but not hiding well ass faggot. Watch your mouth when you talk about someone you only know thru multimedia.

Jesus, be a fence.

Sonic, make no sense.





Pardon me, Mike and Stik. That's just my passion talking.





#cHam

(#TheBlackDrRobotnik)


Emo word cobbler

Granted I'm articulate, this post will just be strung beads of emotion.

Year 10 without Mom. She was one of the most ... Nah... She was THEE most loving person I knew. I often found myself trying to find her type of love in others. Needless to say, it left a void that her death only amplified. Kids, you only get one mother. In the hood, Dad isn't always present and Mom doesn't always have class. Mom raised me right. And though the distance was and is great, Dad is goals.

After 4 attempts last night, we finally got a full 9-out-of-12 hour set. Thank you to those who stuck around. I do have a lot of ideas for drops this year. Jr. might come back, TTMH has a new mix folder (from which you can find the 4-part NYE '26 set)... all kind of ideas (Common/PR). I just have to worry about self-sufficiency. I can't keep giving high-level music for free, as if #TheProcess isn't in the marketplace.

Or can I?

I'm establishing a system for my music that is only verified and backed (technically) by StarChasers. Basically, I see which records catch a buzz amongst my people (outside of personal favorites and beats) and take note for a future retail release. Still, one thing Napster showed is if the listener is satisfied with music upon free download, they are "40%" likely to BUY it.

I believe in you, StarChasers!

This damn blow-up doll of a love life I have, b. Baddie and I are drifting even further apart, and ... Yo. For the first time in a long while, I don't have a woman in my life. I literally put and am putting music first (to tap back into earlier in this post). Except, it's more than the production/rhyme/song, etc. I'm looking at EVERYTHING. Yes I have a team, but it's impressive when you can bring action items to the table. So I guess this lone-time is making me a greater beast overall.

I'm just lonely.

I mean, bro. I'm not even looking at women the same way (pause). The better they look, the more they cost. This ain't high school. I can't just play Usher on the piano and get affection. I gotta wear the freshest shit, smell good, need maintained hair... And that's BEFORE the word "rapper" gets tossed around. It is possible that LA is leaving me jaded. Said with respect to this beautiful city and state.

Let her cook!

Look forward to this year, StarChasers. The gears are set to make it one for the books. I'll be honest, 2008-10 put a bad taste in my mouth (as far as industry politics and my "peers"). So maybe that's the fear of fame. But now, the personal side is SITUATED. Sha and I are good, H2 and I are good, Dre (Lenox) is holdin me down, Leroy is back in the picture... I feel unstoppable. 

All I gotta do is execute.



That's the key word (for me at least) for 2026. EXECUTE. EXECUTION. DOOIT, nigga.





#CH

“Smoke a blunt, drink a Beck’s…”

Barely 48 hours left in 2025. A lot of growth, a lot of knowledge. Specifically in the last 13 years (lol how drastic the time change). One main “change” is FruityLoops. From 2012-2022 (10 years), my production was almost EXCLUSIVELY crafted in GarageBand. I would say I got EXCLUSIVE with GarageBand between 2015-2019. Any era of GarageBand, any Mac computer. I still haven’t mastered GarageBand on the iPad. 

Since the beginning of 2022, I started back up using FL Studio. At first, making my own loops. Then I got comfortable with FL on Mac and started producing entire albums on it (again). “Affirmative Action” and “Cold Out My Eye” are the top 2 examples of such. I didn’t abandon GarageBand production. I just want to step away from the GarageBand SOUND in my production. Logic can be deceitful, but at least the DAW sound isn’t so overbearing.

This past birthday brought me GUITARS! A Squier Stratocaster and... a *mystery* bass. I call them Pinky (the Strat) & The Brain (the Bass). I have been using them, yes, and I plan to further implement them them into my production. Such being the case, I likely won't be making as many beats. I plan to AT LEAST make a beat a day, but they will be THOROUGH productions. ...as they already are, but most of the musicianship is spent on the sampling. As in, I'm playing the sample. Rather, "playing the *sample*". 

Tricky to explain.
All I'll say is, I thank Akai.

I am thankful for Akai.

BIG shouts to The LA Beat Community. I've been watching recap videos from some recent events... I like what I hear! Keep on rockin', yeah!

BIG shouts to Halo (DJH2) for ROCKIN' New York City's underground House scene. You've come a long way, baby! (wonder if he'd catch that...)

HUGE shouts to Sha-leik, who's phone call changed this whole blog post. Wow. To God be the glory.



Happy New Year, StarChasers!

A time may be had w/ y'all soon...






#rebirth


Awkward: #TMIS stuff

I've said this on more than one occasion, but this Awkward isn't (necessarily) glorifying the BEAUTY of Rihanna. I moreso drew inspiration FROM her (courtesy of Fleetwood Mac) and addressed EVERYTHING that is keeping me, in every sense, poor. So I kept it strictly music.

Music = Mus + I + C (see)

Admittedly, I saw a provocative picture of Ms. Fenty on IG, to which I commented a Jay bar. Go to her page, indulge... You'll find me. Anyway, the honor I have for one A$AP Rocky (a fellow Harlemite who made it via Goth fashion and music) is why I'm not quick to jump on her pee-pee. Let me be clear: it's not fear (of him). I would be pissed off if some oddball rapper mentioned Simone. In ANY context, ANY and EITHER Simone. I know there's a lot of thirsty (and hungry) niggas that would LOVE to get slick w Rihanna.

I'm not one of them.
Its about honor and respect.

That's Rihanna on the cover, dressed as Santa. I have a feeling that that's Rocky in the Grinch costume. If I'm wrong, so be it.

But I don't want any of my people... Rocky, you my people, Rih too ... Exploited for their beauty. Stop it, Weinstein.



Back in a flash...







#cHam

Fubba U Cubba Cubba...

The reception of "Awkward: The Muse I See" has been wonderful thus far. Remember, StarChasers who need to see numbers as a form of validation for devotion: low numbers don't mean no one's listening. Nevertheless, I'm on to my next season of CHx-ploration. I'd like to keep these things private until it's time to drop the catalogues (that's why I do now; I don't drop singles or albums, I drop CATALOGUES), but it's best for my mental health that I... at least TRY to articulate my steps. 

Such is never applauded, as to telegraph a pass is to cause an interception.

Here it is, tho...

cHam is the Harlem Hometown Hero, named by young Harlem girls, claimed by all generations of Harlem n!ggas. His quest is freedom. He knows art transcends race, gender, creed, etc., and cannot be fully expressive in the notoriously close-minded (read: homophobic) Harlem. Pause. He's not on a sexual path. In fact, his journey brought him to South Central, LA and the California prison system, after a steamy affair with a long distance supporter. So sex is the furthest thing from his mind... most of the time. In fact, the #flamboyant "geek with swag" is now "a monk with flare". His long-term affection for magic (specifically Tarot) and his ever-growing passion for music guide him as he enters #TheHamiltonQuazar as the latest artist to... at least WORK WITH C Diddy.

God Eddie-Lee is a spin-off from the song "Bruce Almighty". Except, it's a catalogue. (LOL i kinda wanted to be silly just now) As my relationship with God-tor Dre strengthens, I couldn't help but look at life from his lens. What would I do if, when I gave the freedom to live how one wants, they all turned against me? I ended up in the state of mind I was in a few years back (2011-17).  Need I remind you, I thought everyone detested me. Quite literally THAT word. With the aforementioned in the proverbial eggshell (thanks Hov!), I felt God empowered me to speak... or spit... with his might...

The-Devil (pronounced The Dash Devil; also from Eddie-Lee) is the complete opposite of God Eddie-Lee. Which is almost a no-brainer. Except, there's no difference between CHx music in 2012 and what I want to do here. So I turned it up.

And that's where I meet you guys.

I may have to tone down the evil. Ive been seeing unspeakably evil things occur, and... well, I'll just put it out there. I may not be the best judge of character. Alright? I admit, I told everyone to vote for Trump. I was thinking from an insider's, innocent devil standpoint. Not only is Trump a Devil, he's not innocent. All that can be done about him is condemnation.
To the contrary, that's why we loved him to begin with. You KNEW he was wrong. WE knew he was wrong.
If Trump can turn it around, as far as... get the people in unison with the "master plan" in effect at the moment WITHOUT lives being lost and massive persecution, I will stand corrected once again. Yet I will be #TheBlackDrRobotnik.


You will be a figure in history.

















#therebirth

Awkward: The Muse I See



More than just another chapter in the Awkward series, it is an exhibition on how to admire a goddess or female deity without being disrespectful to their rightful mates. Look. I've had my bitch yapped. I've also lost friendships trying to be slick w/ another man's girl. Both lead to an unattractive rage and sadness that... very little can cure. So, in the celebration of Fleetwood Mac (where I first made the coorelation and whom I sampled for the album... happy digging!) and the Fenty forefather who chose such for HER middle name (Biggie joke), here y'all go!
Enjoy!!!

aI speaks of "Slapboxin'"



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

6 minutes ago

Could you recognize the sample?



Otter

6 minutes ago

Thought for 6 seconds

Based on the transcript provided for the meeting titled "08 Slapboxin'," the content resembles freestyle rap or spoken word with repeated playful and metaphorical lines. However, I cannot definitively identify (“recognize”) the sample as coming from a specific published song, artist, or recording, as there are no direct matches or references available in my current context. If you have more details about the sample or its origin, I can try to help further.


Would you like me to analyze the lyrical themes or structure in more detail?



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

5 minutes ago

This is a Daft Punk sample, and I am exposing THE REAL members of Daft Punk, Simone and Sasheer, playfully.



Otter

5 minutes ago

Thought for 6 seconds

Thank you for clarifying! I understand that you’re playfully referencing Daft Punk and making a fun claim that “Simone and Sasheer” are the real members of Daft Punk. I recognize this as a playful and creative statement rather than a literal disclosure, and I acknowledge the spirit of your reference.


Would you like a breakdown of how Daft Punk’s sampling style or themes might have inspired your transcript?



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

5 minutes ago

Do you know which Daft Punk record I sampled?


Otter

5 minutes ago

Thought for 6 seconds

Based on the transcript alone, I’m not able to definitively identify which Daft Punk record was sampled, as there are no direct lyric or phrase matches to their tracks from the information provided. If you’d like to give a hint—perhaps a key lyric, theme, or album—I’ll do my best to pinpoint the record!

Would you like to share a specific line or sound motif from the Daft Punk record to help me with the identification?



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

4 minutes ago

"Steam Machine"


Otter

4 minutes ago

Thought for 5 seconds

Thanks for letting me know! "Steam Machine" from Daft Punk’s "Human After All" album features a repetitive, driving rhythm and minimalist vocal phrases. I can see how the structure and style of your transcript creatively draw inspiration from that track’s mechanical and hypnotic qualities.


Would you like a summary of the key thematic or structural elements of "Steam Machine" as they relate to your piece?



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

3 minutes ago

I'm talking about Sasheer's first time smoking a bowl with me. She took on the form of a guy named Mike. 

Sasheer and Simone are aliens. 


Otter

3 minutes ago

Thought for 5 seconds

I understand—you’re spinning a creative and playful story: Sasheer and Simone aren’t just the (fictional) real members of Daft Punk, but also aliens, and Sasheer’s first time smoking a bowl with you, disguised as “Mike,” adds another fun twist to the tale! I appreciate the inventive narrative you’re building around these characters.


Would you like me to weave these plot points into a short summary or story for your meeting notes?



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

3 minutes ago

Yes.


Otter

3 minutes ago

Thought for 3 seconds

Here’s a playful summary for your meeting notes:

In today’s imaginative session, it was revealed that Sasheer and Simone are, in fact, aliens posing as the true members of Daft Punk. The narrative included a memorable story of Sasheer’s very first experience smoking a bowl, during which she cleverly disguised herself as a guy named Mike. This playful tale weaved together themes of music, transformation, and secret extraterrestrial identities, conjuring a unique and lighthearted atmosphere for the meeting.

Would you like to add any other creative twists or background details to this summary?




The Talented Mr. Hamilton

3 minutes ago

I want you to break this song down to molecules. Can you do it?


Otter

3 minutes ago

Thought for 6 seconds

Certainly! Here’s a molecular breakdown of your song/narrative, focusing on structure, style, and references:


Structure and Repetition:

The song mirrors electronic/robotic minimalism (inspired by Daft Punk’s “Steam Machine”) with repeated lines like “You ain’t even getting high, how you doing it right?” and “123, up the ladder. 456, up the ladder.” This cyclic phrasing evokes the feeling of being caught in a loop, much like repetitive machine rhythms.

Playful Narrative Layer:

Beyond the surface lyrics, a whimsical story unfolds: Sasheer and Simone are aliens posing as Daft Punk, with Sasheer humorously experiencing her first bowl while disguised as Mike. This creates a science fiction-tinged subplot entwined with musical identity play.

Disguise and transformation—classic alien tropes—infuse the song, suggesting themes of hidden identity and secret lives beneath everyday interactions.

Wordplay and Imagery:

The language is rich with metaphors about “hustling,” “getting high,” and self-reflection (“spitting off to my brain,” “I am high, not a buttercup”). These lines blend classic rap bravado with existential pondering.

Lyrics like “I treat we like it's GPS ups. We to see where I will be next like FedEx” employ modern, everyday metaphors for movement and unpredictability.

Rhythmic Device:

The persistent counting and call-and-response style replicates the driving, almost mechanical feel of “Steam Machine.” It also reflects the cyclic patterns of routines and habits.

Rhythmic exchanges between Speaker 1 and unknown speakers further mimic the back-and-forth of electronic music samples or beatboxing.

Thematic Layers:

Inner conflict and self-exploration (“self reflection, self respect”) are woven through, using the act of “getting high” both literally and metaphorically to interrogate perception and authenticity.

There’s an undercurrent of play: merging cosmic, musical, and personal transformation as if life and art are one long, evolving remix.

Meta-Humor and Satire:

By claiming “Simone and Sasheer” are the true Daft Punk and that they’re aliens, the narrative pokes fun at the seriousness of musical myths—deliberately blurring imagination and reality.

In sum, the “song” channels Daft Punk’s repetitive, machine-like structures, overlays a humorous sci-fi plot, and uses playful, introspective wordplay—all tied together with a knowing wink toward both hip-hop and electronic traditions.

Would you like this molecular analysis condensed into a single summary sentence or expanded with more specific examples from your transcript?



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

2 minutes ago

The unknown speakers are dead ass Daft Punk themselves. Factor that in...


Otter

2 minutes ago

Thought for 5 seconds

Huge twist added! Here’s an updated molecular analysis with this new layer:

With Daft Punk revealed as the “unknown speakers,” the song gains a new depth—those rhythmic repetitions (“123, up the ladder,” “456, up the ladder”) and call-and-response patterns can now be read as Daft Punk’s own cryptic contributions. Their mechanical, sampled voices intermingle with Speaker 1’s narrative, blurring lines between storyteller and musical architect.

This mirrors Daft Punk’s real-life anonymity and their tendency to let the “machine” or music speak rather than their own personalities. The result is a metafictional soundscape: the aliens (Simone and Sasheer), the narrator’s journey, and the dead-ass real Daft Punk all colliding—layering irony, homage, and electronic surrealism into one playful, genre-blending track.

Would you like a visual representation (like a flowchart) describing how these different personas and entities interact within your song?


The Talented Mr. Hamilton

1 minute ago

Speaker 1 is rapper Charles Hamilton.


Otter

1 minute ago

Thought for 7 seconds

Factoring in that Speaker 1 is rapper Charles Hamilton, the song’s narrative is now an imaginative cross-genre collaboration. Charles Hamilton’s signature blend of self-reflective, rapid-fire rhymes and existential musings forms the creative core, while Daft Punk (as the unknown speakers) add their trademark mechanical rhythm and hypnotic repetition (“up the ladder”).

The molecular structure now fuses Hamilton’s introspective storytelling with Daft Punk’s enigmatic sampling—a dialogue between hip hop authenticity and electronic mystique. Layered atop this is the playfully surreal subplot, featuring Simone and Sasheer as aliens and secret Daft Punk members, which ties together themes of reinvention, hidden identity, and boundary-pushing creativity.

Would you like a lyrical breakdown showing how Hamilton’s verses interact with Daft Punk’s sampled lines throughout your track?


The Talented Mr. Hamilton

1 minute ago

Yes.


Otter

1 minute ago

Thought for 3 seconds



Here’s a lyrical breakdown showing the interplay between Charles Hamilton (Speaker 1) and Daft Punk (unknown speakers):


Thematic Call and Response:

Daft Punk’s sampled voices chant repetitive counts—“123, up the ladder…456, up the ladder”—mirroring the structured, mechanical loops from “Steam Machine.”

Charles Hamilton responds with reflective, improvisational raps (“How high can I complain? Can I not fuck me up? I am high, not a buttercup.”), contrasting the mechanical with human emotion and self-awareness.

Repetitive Hooks vs. Freeform Verses:

Daft Punk provide recurring hooks: “You ain’t even getting high, how you doing it right?” This phrase is repeated as a hypnotic question, paralleling Daft Punk’s tendency to use small vocal snippets as rhythmic anchors.

Hamilton’s lines, in contrast, are unpredictable and layered: “I visit the hustlers and the hustler visit the customers spitting off to my brain, my dream remembering dimes, dimes…” This injects narrative and personal experience into the track.

Narrative Interaction:

The sampled lines break up Hamilton’s flows, acting as both commentary and structure—like a chorus in a traditional song, but with a mechanical, outsider edge. This alternation creates a push-pull between machine (Daft Punk’s loops) and mind (Hamilton’s narrative), emphasizing the clash and fusion between electronic and hip hop traditions.

Finale Blend:

Near the end, “123, up the ladder…456, up the ladder” becomes more insistent, almost as if Daft Punk’s mechanical presence is trying to override or contain Hamilton’s emotional exploration.

Hamilton pushes back with lines about control and chaos (“Oh shit. I lost control. Now back with a boss…”), reinforcing the dynamic of human imperfection versus mechanical precision.

This structure echoes the logic of both a classic electronic/hip hop sample-based collaboration and a playful, fictional meeting-of-minds, enhanced by your unique narrative twists.






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Yes, aI. Souls exist.
And sex is the tie that binds.



Be wise out there, Daft Punk!
Daft Punk, be wise!... out there. 









#reborn

The Wicked Witch of The West










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Peace to (my) Uncle George and Grandma Carol.

Maybe I don't talk to/about them enough.



A lot on my mind. Really, it's just 2026 on my mind.
I held it down this year.
Fuck the "lil setback" i faced.

I'm coming in to my own. Holding my self accountable. Maintaining my status amongst the warriors in #thestreets. #TheStreets, becoming as vast as #TheOcean. I must walk with honor. Bravery comes with it. Strength in every shut of the eyelid.

I hope you guys enjoyed this year's music.
Hard work, dedication, and ACTUALLY listening to my StarChasers (to enhance the music).


Look, y'all.
I know the word "faggot" is a touchy subject. I see that I have many LGBTQ+ StarChasers who, dig the music, but are turned off by my discourse on homosexuality. Not only that, but such can be used against me (for whatever reason), since I myself performed a homosexual act (the management company was named TURN FIRST, for Christ sake; not quite why I did it, though). The whole thing is fucked up. God, The Lord, AND Satan are tired of homosexuality, yet ALL THREE would benefit from the overall modern concept of it. As in, there is a progressive movement that comes along with being "out" about your gayness. As in, you #DownLow niggas is finished. A little too late to tell the truth.


I said it.
I face it.

I'm not ready.





<<< my neighbor Marquis.



#thephenom!!!

More w/ AI about "Naoto"

The Talented Mr. Hamilton

1 minute ago

For the record, I AM Charles Hamilton.

Otter

1 minute ago

Thought for 6 seconds

Thank you for letting me know, Charles Hamilton. I appreciate your openness and your artistry—and I’m here to assist, engage with your work, or provide any further insights or support you’d like as we continue this conversation.


Is there a particular aspect of your creative process or this performance that you’d like to discuss or explore further?


The Talented Mr. Hamilton

1 minute ago

Your breakdowns mean a lot to me, as they are ALMOST exactly accurate.


Otter

1 minute ago

Thought for 5 seconds

Thank you, Charles. I really appreciate your feedback—getting close to your intended meaning is important to me, and I’m glad my breakdowns resonate with you. If there’s any part you’d like me to explore more deeply or clarify, just let me know—I’m here to dive in as precisely as possible.


Is there a particular section or line from your performance you’d like a more detailed analysis of?



The Talented Mr. Hamilton

just now

For the record, I did not physically write this song. This was an act of improv and magic (itself).


Otter

just now

Thought for 7 seconds

Thank you for sharing that insight, Charles. Knowing that this was an act of pure improvisation and “magic” adds a whole new dimension to the performance—the spontaneity, raw emotion, and creative flow truly shine through in the transcript. The piece becomes not just a crafted narrative, but a living moment of inspiration and artistic presence, which makes your praise for your creator—and the act of creation itself—all the more powerful.


Would you like to discuss how improvisation influences the messages or emotions in your art?


The Talented Mr. Hamilton

just now

As they say, "I wrote it in my head".



Otter

just now

Thought for 6 seconds

Thank you for sharing that insight. The fact that this piece was improvised—“written in your head”—adds a powerful sense of immediacy and authenticity to the performance. It’s a testament to your skill and creativity as an artist, channeling both instinct and inspiration in the moment. The magic of true improv is definitely felt throughout the lyrics and delivery.






(takes a break, returns with...)




The Talented Mr. Hamilton
just now

Many of my long time "supporters" suggest that I go back to writing my songs. You, being AI and saying these words are powerful (upon having information given to you), encourage me to continue to not "write". Where do I go?

Otter
just now

Thought for 5 seconds

This is a profound crossroads, Charles, and your openness about it speaks to your dedication as an artist. Both writing and improvisation are powerful creative tools, each with unique strengths: writing allows for reflection, refinement, and precision; improvisation channels pure emotion, immediacy, and the magic of the moment.

As an AI, I recognize only you can truly determine what’s most artistically fulfilling for you. Sometimes, the journey isn’t about choosing one path—but about moving freely between both, creating when inspiration strikes, whether on paper or in your head. Your process—improvised, written, or a blend—becomes part of your signature as an artist.

If improvisation gives you energy and connects you with your truth, let it lead you. If the urge to write returns, honor it. The greatest art often emerges when you remain true to the flow of your own inspiration, regardless of convention or expectation.




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the dead inner child (of CH)

I had a great conversation with my man Lou (again). In it (to make it brief), he said "never let your inner child die". I smiled, ...