Sunday, 23 July 2017

Rusted trust

So apparently people (actually, aliens) have been doing things to make sure I stay around them "when I make it".
It backfired.
Now I want nothing to do with them.
If you love something, let it go.
Don't manipulate it.

Manipulation is the early stages of incestual rape.
My autocorrect says ancestral rape.
Interesting.
You know, African slaves were raped.
It was an attempt to demean and belittle them.
Make them feel like they are less powerful.

I have an addiction to Beats headphones.
Thank you, Dr. Dre.
Here's to hoping you only had the best intentions.
Because those/these things are wicked.











~shout it out~

Saturday, 22 July 2017

Post-doom analytics

To start, thank you to EVERYONE who downloaded The Socratic Doomer.
It closes a chapter in my life and allows me to think forward with my creativity.
All aspects of it.

It feels good to be "The One That Got Away".
I learned some key things this past week.
Weekend.
Today.
I'm good.
My spirit is in tact.
Those of whom I look(ed) up to can't say the same thing.

Still love them.
Just can't be as "defiant" as them.


This is how I want to take chances.
From now on.

In my next destination, I will be producing.
I will allow nature to dictate when I touch the mic.


I just said no for the first time.

I rule.
















~follow the buzzards~

Sunday, 16 July 2017

The Socratic Doomer

Here it is.


CONCEPT:

A young conspiracy theorist sees SEGA, works for Nintendo and believes in Atari.

DOOM is a real place.
To DOOM is a subconscious action.
It's like bullying.
A doomer subconsciously makes you feel inferior.
Only to cover their own insecurities.
Some can say fame is a doom.
Many have said love is a doom.

Am I a doom?







Enjoy!









~follow the buzzards~

Saturday, 15 July 2017

The Lil Wayne Takeover on EnterTheHamilton


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I am actually thinking about recording to "Run This Town".
It might be a very personal song.
Jay, if you're ready (aka: you down), you'll be ... impressed.

Thank you Lil Wayne for your endurance.
I hope you stay clean and focused.

And...

LIL WAYNE IS TAILS!!!









~follow the buzzards~

New love for my StarChasers!!!


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HOW
THE
FUCK
DID
Y'ALL
FIND
THIS?!

WHAT IN THE WORLD?!
I HAVEN'T HEARD THE ORIGINAL VERSION OF THIS SONG SINCE 2008!!!





ENJOY, and understand that I can do this pop shit all day/night.
I'd rather be real with you.






~follow the buzzards~

Friday, 14 July 2017

Can't you see?

They want you to binge watch television.
Air out your dirty laundry on social media.
Spend money on existential bullshit, to be like the artists and entertainers of whom you see do the same thing.
When doing the same thing.

I was gonna post this on Facebook, but I realized something.
I'm using someone else's forum to talk about things you "woke" people know "so much" about.
All the instruments of paranoia are out there, lynching all of us.

But you'd rather spend money to shut me up.

And I got it twisted.

Whatever.






The Socratic Doomer
July 17th, 2017














~follow the buzzards~

Cool Dracul official lyrics (and meaning!)


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(verse 1)
I got too much on my mind to get top. So mind the top. My mind got a lot of shots from people who USED TO mind the top. A lot of love has been given. A lot of love has been lost, but love is in the rhythm. I guess it's a love song. It could be a "roll-up-bud-and-get-your-puff-on" kind of song, but now I'm kinda wrong. 'Cause I don't get high no more. At least not from weed. Don't try to copy me. The worst influence. A virgin with music. But I get it in. Barry White style. Very right, right now. Lights out. Right now. I'm on the mic. Wow.

(hook)
I can see you in the daylight.
But that's the only time you play right.
So now it's too late.
Don't try to make it right
Because it's too late.

I see you.

(verse 2)
I gave niggas the world, they expected slavery again. Just a page for me to vent about. It's crazy how we living now. And I'm still living *down*. Niggas say I gotta start gettin down. Well I was in the bitch's mouth in your house! Nigga, now! And then I went to visit that OTHER chump, and all he wanna do is fuck and hump! And then some other chump tried to cross me and now he's calling me his darling... fuck all y'all niggas! Every last one of y'all suck! Get my balls up, puke get tossed up by people who know how awesome this whole shit could be, and there's no history for Hov and them niggas who been dissin me. Said it clear. Extra clear. Get to me.

(hook)
I can see you in the daylight.
But that's the only time you play right.
So now it's too late.
Don't try to make it right
Because it's too late.

I see you.

(verse 3)
I need a buddy system for the niggas who been patting my back and saying I should be in love with them. All y'all should get together. Hold hands. Say a prayer. 'Cause I'm a fuckin' nightmare! Hard to explain. Hard to exclaim! Hard to talk about all the blame... Hard to even call me to blame. Yo. It's hard. And I repeated myself. So broad, get on your job! Mad difficult to rap nowadays, but these cats act difficult with cats on the haze. They shouldn't be high to begin with. Leave weed to me. That makes me a dope sentence maker. The greatest. Fuckin' hater. And in my world, I'm the creator. My mother died, my father's on the other side, and I just wanna fuckin' vibe.

(hook)
I can see you in the daylight.
But that's the only time you play right.
So now it's too late.
Don't try to make it right
Because it's too late.

I see you.




~MEANING~


According to The Illuminati, I am a werewolf. There are two types of Illuminati members. Vampires and Werewolves. Vampires feed off the energy of others, while Werewolves give their energy. Ironically, I am a living vampire. Just because (when you join The Illuminati) you are considered a Vampire doesn't make you an actual vampire. My closest friends were exposed to such knowledge and tried to feed off of my energy and talent. Basically, they tried to become Illuminati members by using me.

AFTER I gave my wealth and position in The Illuminati to SEGA itself.

The people I was talking about (of whom you all know) are being exposed and cannot reenter my life. However, there is a chance they didn't do it. At the end of the day, being in The Illuminati ruined my life. But it's been a part of my life since I arrived on Earth.

~MORAL~

Don't let your desires distort and cloud your judgement.











~follow the buzzards~

The misdiagnosis

(from wikipedia)


Dissociative identity disorder (DID), also known as multiple personality disorder (MPD),[1] is a mental disorder characterized by at least two distinct and relatively enduring identities or dissociated personality states. These states alternately show in a person's behavior, accompanied by memory impairment for important information not explained by ordinary forgetfulness. These symptoms are not accounted for by substance abuse, seizures, or other medical conditions, nor by imaginative play in children.[2] Dissociative symptoms range from common lapses in attention, becoming distracted by something else, and daydreaming, to pathological dissociative disorders.[3] Symptoms vary over time.[3]

Dissociative disorders, including DID, have been attributed to disruptions in memory caused by trauma or other forms of stress. Research on this hypothesis has been characterized by poor methodology.[4] An alternative hypothesis is that DID is a by-product of techniques employed by some therapists, especially those using hypnosis, and disagreement between the two positions is characterized by intense debate.[5][6] DID is one of the most controversial psychiatric disorders, with no clear consensus on diagnostic criteria or treatment.[5] No systematic, empirically supported definition of "dissociation" exists.[7][8] Diagnosis is often difficult, as the illness is frequently associated with other mental disorders. Differential diagnosis should consider malingering if the individual's principal concern is with financial or forensic gain or with the avoidance of obligations; and factitious disorder, if the individual's principal concern is with assuming a patient role.[2][5][9][10]

It is generally believed that DID rarely resolves spontaneously. In general, the prognosis is poor, especially for those with comorbid disorders. There is little systematic data on rates of the condition.[9] It is believed to affect between 1% and 3% of the general population, and between 1% and 5% in inpatient groups in Europe and North America.[10] DID is diagnosed more frequently in North America than in the rest of the world, and is diagnosed three to nine times more often in females than in males.[9][7][11] Rates of diagnoses increased greatly in the latter half of the 20th century, along with the number of identities (often referred to as "alters") claimed by people (increasing from an average of two or three to approximately 16).[7]

DID is also controversial within the legal system,[5] where it has been used as a rarely successful form of the insanity defense.[12][13] The 1990s showed a parallel increase in the number of court cases involving the diagnosis.[14] DID became a popular diagnosis in the 1970s, '80s, and '90s, but it is unclear whether the actual rate of the disorder increased, whether it was more recognized by health care providers, or whether sociocultural factors caused an increase in therapy-induced (iatrogenic) presentations. The unusual number of diagnoses after 1980, clustered around a small number of clinicians, and the suggestibility characteristic of those with DID, support the hypothesis that DID is therapist-induced.[15] The unusual clustering of diagnoses has also been explained as due to a lack of awareness and training among clinicians to recognize cases of DID.[16]
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Believing you are Charles Hamilton is a DISORDER.
BE YOURSELF.

THANK YOU SEGA!!!







~follow the buzzards~

TSD on LSD

The support has been overwhelming for The Socratic Doomer.
A lot of people (especially those who have an advanced copy) feel this is my best work.
The rest are patiently waiting.
Understand that this album has been worked on since before my deal with Interscope.
A lot of wisdom is on it.
A lot of rage.
Some subliminals.
Some gamebreakers.

I'm not really sure if there are any party/mainstream joints.
Which is why there is no single.
But because this album is so different, I'm very insecure about it.
Yesterday's meeting didn't help.

I just got a song in my inbox from The Man of the Hour.
All I have to say is this:

Jack, you can survive ANYTHING.

Dilla, I UNDERSTAND YOU.
Don't let them (the instrumental).

George, your farts stink.
Start shittin on niggas.

And Daft...........
Yum.

My confidence has been bought (Hamilton, Charles).
Now my reality is coming to you ABSOLUTELY FREE.
Start getting your money up, because The Charles Hamilton Experience is going fiscal.






(the following blog post was edited for content by Nintendo)









~follow the buzzards~

As The Scorpion Begins It's Libra

Okay, Mary Jane.
Let's weigh your pros and cons.
I get reflective when we're together.
Then I get ultra depressed.
I get creative when we're together.
Then I doubt the creativity.
I see SEGA.
Then I feel evil.

You're a depressant.
I don't need you to be as depressed as I am.
So why do I smoke you?

Because you've brought me joy in the past.
And you've brought others joy in my presence.

It's probably not even worth having this discussion.
There are no shortcuts in smoking weed.
You're either going to do it or you're not.
I think I'm at the point where I have seen most of what everyone else has or has yet to see, and I just need another way to vent.

I know what I have to do.
There may be no such thing as having long term good highs.
Every high is different, even if the drug is the same.
Certain drugs have harder effects than others.
I don't want to lose this mind of mine.

I'll be around.










~follow the buzzards~