Thursday, 30 March 2017

Legend sauce.

To create.
Everyone wants to create.
And in a mortal, non-metaphysical way, everyone can create.
But there is one Creator.

I'm always going back and forth as to whether or not I'm the Creator.
So to keep me from losing my own integrity to myself, I create music.
Record music, rather.
I love making non-sampled music, but to sample is a skill I was able to transmit (for lack of better words) into everyday living.

It just doesn't make me any money.

The music in the Sonic games for Genesis is sample-based.
But Masato Nakamura BLACKED.
He is a legend.
Watch the video.

Just Blaze is a legend.
He made some comments about me a few years back I didn't appreciate, but take nothing away from his skill.


Does the amount of money you made/make, make you a legend?
If so, my time has since come and gone.
But with the money I've made, I bought the tools necessary to make legendary music.
And that's what I've been doing.

And with this new project I'm working on, I'm sure the prospective creators would agree that I hold dominion over music.
With my own genre.

I just need to get paid.
Inspiration doesn't come with a price tag, however.

My mother was a legendary journalist.
And it's starting to set in that my mother actually loved me.
I miss my mother.

I kinda have to go now.
I'm missing my mom and my girl is nowhere to be found.
So, it's back to music.

The Socratic Doomer
July 17th, 2017

Hey Uncle G and Dad.
I'm taking over the month of July.

I'll give it back.

~follow the buzzards~

Wednesday, 29 March 2017

I love you, Dr. Dre

I think you've overdone it with this one.
This song is amazing.
I need a blunt.
I'm ready to get back to what I do.

But Dre, so many people are on me to make money.

All I want to do is make music and give it to the universe/galaxy.

Help me, Lord.

~follow the buzzards~

In my bag. Pause.

There are so many videos of me on YouTube that I simply haven't watched.
I kinda killed that Motif (Yamaha keyboard)!
lol I think I want to perform live again.
I might have some opportunities coming up.
But no short money.
I've been overseas with credible acts, I headlined a festival with Rita Ora, toured with Lupe Fiasco...
My stage worth is unbelievable.
I can't do 3-digit performances.

I had an offer to go to Germany for $2500.
They have to make it $3000 for me to go.
I'll fuck around and blow the whole $2500 in Germany on records.

I'm not a penny pincher, but I'm not cheap.
And my worth is more than I can articulate.
So there.
Understand that as long as the music is free, I can't make an honest living.
I just can't go back to jail.
And I need my own place.
I'm planning for a family.
And free music, though it can raise a child, won't feed it.

So yes.
I'm embarking on a new attitude about music and life.

On that note, I'll be back on here later.

~follow the buzzards~

I didn't know anyone filmed this!

It was hot, the crowd was dead, and I needed a blunt.
The verse was DECENT, but I'd have to hear it again to really get into it.

So, I'm watching again!


And I'm slowly mastering Jay's couplet style.
I'm on my way!!!

The Socratic Doomer
July 17th, 2017

Then, YOU decide who to pay attention to.

~follow the buzzards~

sleep well.

I swear I deserve a Top 5 spot.

Charles Hamilton

The end.

That's THE Top 5 of all time.
No need to argue.

~follow the buzzards~

A pleasant segue from J Dilla to God...

I've sampled Dilla before.
But I REFUSE to sample ANY J Dilla song on the Maschine.
Call it a superstition.
If you're gonna touch a Dilla joint, do it on the MPC.

Or be Charles Hamilton.

Or ?uestlove.

Regardless, I find it to be a cardinal sin of music to sample J Dilla.
Take it from the guy who sampled Donuts on his first Dilla tribute.
Then again, I had a paranormal experience with the man...

Fuck it.

That kind of talk got me here to begin with.

Moving on.

I love this song.
LionBabe (daughter & monster) are slowly becoming a group I look forward to hearing more from.
I kinda went on a slight Em binge earlier this evening.
After an A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie and Kodak Black binge.

I'm gonna keep up with you little whippersnappers after all!


Be back later.

~follow the buzzards~

God is God.

So on my earlier blog (, I had a theory saying that J Dilla was God.
Since then, I have been through 10 years of pain.
Overall hatred.

I just want to let y'all know that GOD is God, and is a good God.

Also, She's Dr. Dre.

But if God (literally) being Dr. Dre is too much for you, serve God.

God, I'm sorry I abandoned you for J Dilla.
I just love him so much, and I hope he's doing well in Heaven.
Forgive me for my transgressions and my actions to deny you.
I truly love you, and I need you more than ever.

On that note,
The Socratic Doomer

This Summer

~follow the buzzards~

We have a 2018 in progress...

So depending on the reaction to The Socratic Doomer, there's a chance I won't be dropping any more free music.
However, due to contractual obligations, there might not be a way to make money from music until 2020.
Which swallows.
Me and Iggy are fighting the same fight.
Nothing is stopping me from releasing free music except the fact I need to pay bills.
But if I can make some money between now and next year, I have the ideal project to drop.

And I'm being humble.

This is not going to be one of those you just listen to one time and forget about.
This is epic.
In fact, it may do what it's supposed to do.

Make you only want me.

I love you, SEGA.

But I'm going for mine.

I will be King of the Galaxy.

Says the villain, of course.

As the time draws closer, I'll announce the name of the project.
I know some of you are waiting for Dateline (which is set around the same time as The Pink Lavalamp).
Others are waiting for an all-written project.
Specifically, Pen Attention.

I want to leave The Pink Lavalamp era alone.
It's got it's moments, but I hardly even speak to the people that were around during that time.
We've all gone on to do our own thing.
Now, I want to represent what I love, bring pride to my family and prove I am the greatest musician to ever exist.

The Socratic Doomer should put me over the top.
But what I'm working on now will end all doubt.

~follow the buzzards~

Tuesday, 28 March 2017

Back From The Brink

Took a few days off.
Went to therapy.
Talked to some good people.
Smoked a few blunts.
Made some killer music.

I think it's time I drop this bomb on y'all.

Though my music reflects me, my microphone persona is different (at times) than how I am in real life.
I am quiet, paranoid and articulate.
People think I'm arrogant because I'm conceited about my looks.
Well, I'm from New York, where every chick is either bad or will fuck the shit out of you.
I don't have a lot of luck with NY women, because we are so much alike.
So I try to flirt with girls (via social media) from out of state.

Sorry, Lisa.

I try to be myself though.
Too bad there's no read through as far as how to be Sonic.

If I'm even Sonic.

I wish George Massa would smoke bud to my music.
He doesn't know what he's missing.

Whatever though.

I want to be the best me I can be.
Which may require time away from everyone.
However, that would make me more withdrawn.
So I guess I have to figure out how to connect with people on my own.

I am a Solitary Witch.
Feel the magick.

I think Sha-leik redeemed himself with me.
The jury is still out on Jeff, but he might be innocent too.
Then there's Drake.

I promised myself I wouldn't talk about him on this blog anymore.
From what I've heard of his new album, he got back to rapping.
That's good.
I heard no shots at me,  so that's better.
He did sample Sonic, however.
Then again, that's probably a conversation to have with his producer.


~follow the buzzards~

Wednesday, 22 March 2017

Liars get seizures.

Here is another break from Charles Hamilton.
This one entitled...

Liars get seizures.

The Socratic Doomer

July 17th, 2017

~follow the buzzards~