Thursday, 25 June 2015

The AntiBot

I hate Rita's fans.
Mad dramatic.
I should fuck her already and get it over with.
It's bad enough I know more about this bullshit ass situation.
What's worse is the players involved won't take responsibility.

I'm mad bored.
My album is gonna be wack.
This EP is going to suck.
I feel like running away.
Gotta do this for mom.
A noble reason.

I'm just tired of the bullshit.

Hopefully I can smoke today.

(the above was written on July 26, 2015.)

As an afterthought, I mean no harm to the fans of Rita Ora.
I also have no plans (or desire) to fuck Rita Ora.
She was cool to work with, but I'm glad that chapter in my life is over.

~follow the buzzards~

Wednesday, 24 June 2015

Advice From The Streets.

Work smarter.
Not harder.

I share this advice with everyone who's grinding to make success happen for themselves.

I just made a thoroughly expressive beat.

Without busting a sweat.

So proud of myself.

More tour dates with Lupe to be announced.
He texted me the other day.

Gotta download WhatsApp.
We might chat more on there.

Sorry I haven't sent you the beats yet, Lu.
Been on a roll trying to make things happen for myself.
Whilst not working myself to death.

Back to the beat. Or beats.

~follow the buzzards~

Root canal.

Back in he dentist chair.
Didn't realize I needed so much work done.

Shout to Driftwood from KTT.
He broke down what The Byte could possibly mean.
Yes, I am making a conscientious effort to stay away from certain subjects.
But I am Gothic till the end.
The Byte is about being a digital vampire in the year 2001, dealing with my modern-day issues.
Losing my first deal.
Losing my house.
Losing my mind.
Losing fans.

A lot of losses.

Fortunately, "I use all of my losses to my advantage...".

Just waiting on the doctor now.
A damn root canal.
Over an hour of my life being spent in a chair, getting drilled.

~follow the buzzards~

Tuesday, 23 June 2015

The Reaper.

Fear the Reaper.
Kill the Reaper.
Feel the Reaper.

Still in production, but I might post the lyrics to some of the songs.
So proud.
Production is intense!
Lyrics are on point!
Tons of magick.

None of the music out nowadays peaks my interest.
Except "Lean On" by Major Lazer.

At a business meeting.

More to come.

~follow the buzzards~

Saturday, 20 June 2015

Road tripping.

Beautiful day has come to an end.
Went on a road trip with some family.
Including MC Lyte.
Awesome day.
Pics are on Instagram.

My new favorite song of mine is called "That!".
Produced by yours truly.
It's like no other song I've produced for myself.
Uptempo and dark.
Something that probably belongs on Unforgiven.

Lyte's puppy is so cute.

Long day.
I'm tired.
I'll check back in tomorrow.

~follow the buzzards~

Friday, 19 June 2015

Lighting fixtures.

I wish everyone would stop worrying about the damn Illuminati.
There's rich and there's poor.
There are secret societies.
Not every member is rich.
Why do you need to know so much?
The more you know, the bigger the danger.

There is nothing to avoid.
Just respect the creator.

Madonna did make it hot, tho.
She said she doesn't mind the artists behind Tidal being considered The Illuminati.
That just makes everyone paranoid.

She probably just said it for shock.

I once recorded in a studio that was once a Freemason temple.
That was pretty cool.
It was cold as hell in there.

I now see that putting Dilla's name behind anything is a marketing tool.
So I'm sorry I put the family through that bullshit.
I just wish there was a way to express my love for his work without starting any No Fly Zone beef.

Just left the dentist again.
Gotta get a root canal.

~follow the buzzards~

Wednesday, 17 June 2015

Drums please!!!!!!

Faded in Los Angeles.
A better understanding of the game I'm in.
Not because I'm drunk.

I have to admit.
I work hella hard.
I want people to understand the depth of my work.
I guess that will take time.
How much time do I have left?

I saw/heard a dope cover of New York Raining.
Thank you!!!
I just wish the girl it was about would give me a chance to miss her.

No shade.

I wanna do my Sway freestyle over.
I wasn't all the way comfortable.
Mad industrial censorship.

I think I'm jealous of Fetty Wap.
Not throwing him under the bus.
I just... fuck it. Let him get his shine.

Spud Mackeneasy is one of the illest lyricists alive.
Gotta get him some beats.

Fear the Reaper is a classic.
About to listen to it now.

I'm glad my Starchasers like The Byte.
It was an experimental project.
It's about being ancient in a digital era.

More stuff to come.

~follow the buzzards~

Monday, 15 June 2015

Still on the road...

Lupe shouted me out.
Awesome feeling!
Loving the responses from the crowd after I perform.
Means a lot to me, considering the fact I'm not all that confident about the music.
It's no ones fault.
I just prefer to rock over my own production.
I'm playing the game this time around.
Also this time, my older music is pushing me forward.
I guess I'm a Starchaser now.

I didn't realize how many people have been affected by my music.
A serious oversight.
I just doubt I can recapture such a feeling over this insanely pop ass production.

Maybe I just need to go harder.
Like, I don't know how Canibus and Lupe are able to deal with this soulless production.
More so Lupe.
Food and Liquor had so much soul.
And his freestyle on Sway in the Morning was to a soul beat.

I take note of these kinds of things.

I think I'm starting to like the KTT forum.
They just jump to conclusions about my creative ability.
I'm glad I'm not on Facebook anymore.
I'm tired of fighting with people who don't know me or my music.

At the time of me writing this blog, it's still private.

That won't be the case for long...

~follow the buzzards~

Friday, 12 June 2015

On the Road With Lupe

We may or may not do a song together.
He's very busy.
Also very cool.
I fell in love with Nikki Jean.
I been making myself proud with my live set.
I gotta stop smoking cigarettes.
Bad for breath control.

My music is getting progressively more positive.
That's my compromise.
I just went incredibly hard from 2012-14.
Fear and Kill the Reaper have the darkness tho.
I hope it'll drop soon.
I'm confident in the EP. 
The Black Box.
I just want my sound and technique to hit the surface.

Shout out to ASAP MOB. 
"We got two different styles, but we both down. And some things we didn't know, we know now..."

Spud Mack is possibly one of the illest cats on the underground. DEFINITELY be on the lookout for him.

There is a strong chance Kid Cudi will be on the album.
I think I might only write verses for features.
Just to keep KTT happy.

I am currently in an SUV, driving to Las Vegas.
I plan to post the lyrics to my music, so you can check out the word and letter play.

My darkest song is called "Entitled Title". 
I said some gay shit on there.
Though I'm not ashamed, nor do I regret it, I'm not gay.
Just exploiting how gay the music business can be.

At least Turn First doesn't get down with that gay shit.

As a rape victim, I felt I was entitled to experiment with my sexuality.
I plan to go deeper into this subject in the future.
I am not ashamed.
I stand up for rape and bullying victims.

Don't judge me.

~follow the buzzards~