I just had a long talk with my Uncle George. Long story short, he said I am not The Black Sheep of The Family. And that the family is proud of me. I can't put into words how that makes me feel. All these years of listening to music in headphones and creating worlds through music, I felt alone and misunderstood. Now I know it's because I barely spoke with them. I did feel that with the birth of my cousin Ryan I was pushed aside. But the first born is always the crash test dummy (with all due respect).
The question remains...
What do I do from here?
I feel weird because I adopted Demevolist as familly, pending approval from my own. I also feel like I myself abandoned my family, to chase music. May The Family forgive me and may I keep making them proud.
#thenewboy
