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My Dad to the left, my Uncle Mark to the right.
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My Dad to the left, my Uncle Mark to the right.
Anyway, I do kinda wish I wasn't so mean to my StarChasers in 2012. I had a chip on my shoulder about the expectations for my post-incarceration music. They didn't make it any better. I guess because I provided an escape from the harsh reality of life that they didn't like me taking on my problems HEAD ON and FACE-TO-FACE.
I would rather work side-by-side with you guys. I always ask how I can improve my music, knowing that I know best. I can always afford to learn. But from whom? The best say I got it! From Jimmy to Pharrell. And I'm sure if you ask Hov, he'd tell you I got it. Em said it!
Whatever.
I know my worth.
I think StarChasers were faced with a darker reality once I stopped writing. You can't always rely on my eyes to give you encouragement. I gave y'all bars that came from THE SOUL. THE HEART. THROUGH THE MIND. You gotta respect it.
I even gave you ammunition to NOT like it. And you picked it up, loaded the clip in the AK, and blasted yourself with it. I think it's apparent that I could've made a "Vampire Sunlight" in 2012. All I needed was a proper studio. Even still, the #caverecordings were made to inspire ANYONE to use ANYTHING and WHATEVER to make music and say what YOU have to say. As much hell as I caught for it, now everyone is recording on their phone (BandLab is cool).
I take pride in being ahead of my time. I know what it takes to be me. To be me is to be a star. Mom, Grandma, Uncle Gee, Dad and Uncle Mark KNOW I have what it takes to be a star. Yet I'm choosing to be a #RecordingArtist (eg. The-Dream) over being a performing artist (eg. Tinashe). I can't contain the feeling of being in the studio... specifically my home studio... I want this forever, mane.
Prayers for all.
I'm over here fuckin shit up on FL Studio.
Scream back!
~Jr.?~
