Rare internet

It's pretty rare to catch me out and about these days. No shade to LA, I'm just finding my peace and don't want to bother/be bothered by anyone. With this in the air, I now may have to get a job. Which I'm not looking forward to. I guess I still have dues to pay...

Thinking about the scenario somewhat makes me bitter about the music biz. To follow the youth means to be addicted to the very baby fat that experience depletes. Basically, grow with your audience. And good music transcends. I've seen Mexican toddlers dance to Motown. I know Black people who LOVE "Obsesión" by Aventura. So it's not about a particular demographic or target market.

Make better music.

StarChasers may disagree, but there's no denying the quality of my music. Those who've been in sessions still can't get over it. I have to say these things to myself as a reminder that I am worthy of absolution. In my absolution, I hope to set a foundation ("set the bar") and...

fuck it.

I want the glory.
Sorry, Kanye.

That's what I want. No pretty sentences (from me) about it.

I want the glory.

I got a long ride on this bus, so I may return. I also have some stuff to read about getting a damn job.

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Vintage, I-don't-want-to-be-recognized cap.

Army fatigue.

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Excite button

 I'm proud of Hypergoth!. Fuck what anyone has to say about it. I put a lot of work in as far as the production, and every word/sentence/phrase can be used for white AND black magic(k). Honestly, it's a feeling. When you reach the peak of excitement and have to IMMEDIATELY suppress and repress it.

Thank you, Curtis Mayfield.

Oh. Maximize your understanding of the lyrics (once you get it, of course).

Thank you to all those that donated. Big, overwhelmed thank you. The music is being pumped at a massive, yet comfortable rate. And I hope you enjoyed the releases on YouTube. All of the music come with massive understanding and even bigger excitement. How can I EVER outdo The Hamilton, Charles Era?

Well, I tried it. Can't wait until you hear it...

#beseated

Lovely LA

 I ain't been out and ab... ...pardon me. Came in the house wrong.

It's neither fear nor disgust, as to why I haven't been out and about lately. I've been cooking up (tunes), getting adjusted to living alone (again) and ...well, mostly cooking up. I had some ideas since PRISON that I wanted to lay down, and simply needed a comfortable environment to lay them down in. 

Pause, just in case.

My idea to write The Warrior's Bible (using lyrics from Catholic Illuminati: Infinite Psalms) got thwarted when Chris Rivera informed me that there already IS a Warrior's Bible in print. I allow God to speak through my StarChasers, so maybe it's a sign to create something greater.

You can expect to see me in DTLA in the near future. Once I get these thoughts out of my head, I'll be heading down there. With or without Jason, though I LOVE his company. lol

Sonic Movie 3
December 20th, 2024

The King Charles Era

...not too long after...

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Random, but not quite.

 Rather, better time management.

I been speaking with Paris (P. Dunner, "best rapper alive" according to me on The Binge 1) about my feelings towards Sha-leik. I didn't say anything I don't want repeated, but I'm avoiding an altercation (though I am looking for a fight). I thank Paris for listening, but I should've said nothing. I do indeed know Sha-leik better than anyone else in Demev, and even with that being the case, I know what was said. 

Despite the fact the weed was laced.

BIG LMAO.

All is well over here.

My priorities are in order.

I know what I'm doing, in other words.

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Answers (QnA)

For YEARS, people have been asking me what I prefer to do more: write/record music or produce/compose music...?

I have an answer.

I would much rather produce. Despite how busy I get on the mic, I am confident that you can pick up on my messages/teachings through my instrumentals. Plus, the way I produce, the lyrics pretty much spit themselves. You just gotta trust the process.

I recently worked with this cat from ... The Tri-State Area... his name is Tony Newbury. The best way I can describe him is, he's a sober Lil Wayne. Literally SUPER natural the way he comes up with his bars. All he needed was a bit of direction. I got that for him. He did his thing with the bars, I handled the production. 

Expect to hear it soon.

In the meantime, I will be cooking up instrumentals and, when the spirit so moves me, I will be dropping vocals.

I pray my laptop stays working for a while. I pray to need less than I already do. I know you're out there, God. Help me sustain!

Oh. The D'Evils will see you now.

#beseated

First look at my crib.

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I don't NEED much. Like, I'm very self-sufficient. However, I do need some things for the kitchen and bedroom. I'll know what I need when I see it. I'm not asking for too much, am I?

 

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SCC Podcast notes

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Vampire Sunlight is on of my favorite tapes (from 2014). Was still in a dark place, and, technically, wanted all the smoke. I still listen to it to make me feel better about my warrior spirit. But yeah. This album was a staple back when I made it. 

I'm glad Stik and Mike reviewed it. I just feel like the parts they are ignoring about the album are what make the album fire. "Jon Benet's Daddy" means walking around with a younger person's DNA on me. Just how they do in The Illuminati. 

It's very coded (the album), but it's worth paying attention to.

"Da White Rabbit" is literally about The White Rabbit you see when you do Heroin.

My Dilla-spheme on "Vampire Medication" was under the gauze that WE ALL KNOW J DILLA IS ALIVE. I kinda can't go any further, because I'm chickenshit and I don't know how much trouble he'd get it. I just know that he blessed me, in another form of hisself. 

"Strike Drum" is about the lure of Shadow the Hedgehog. Of which you will learn all about on December 20th, 2024.

Shadow is in the industry.

And yes, I am referencing my own rape-recovery story.

More to say, more to see, more to live with.

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Weather reigns.

Like Roman.

Anyway, I feel myself detaching from fandom. Overall fandom. Like, I have the artists that influenced me and their better/worse bodies of work, I find inspiration in any and everything, I have a core audience I want to appeal to. I show my appreciation MY way, and let love be the overall message. The quest for such and/or the will to give it.

Yes, I am smitten with Eminem's latest release. But what he's guilty of doing is using my love for him as a weapon against me. There were a few lines on his latest release that ring such true, but it's what's being done behind the scenes that make it more feasible to be an ally than a fan. Or Stan. 

Fans aren't looked at kindly in the music business. Technically, we provide the content to which you raise yourself with (should you so decide to be a rebel against your parent's "traditional" raising). Only to have artists with true potential go ignored due to a lack of "pop"-ness. Everyone can digest Pop.

Outside of the members of Columbine Gang (9th, ALC, DOOM, GreenLantern, JazzyJeff, Jim Carey, !llmind, Korn, Andre 3000), I'm not really checking for too much of what's out. And with an ear to the inside, I don't hear any buzz about anyone. Sounds fucked up and most won't admit it, but I'm why the business is still livin'.

That's a bitch, ain't it?

Jaylib forever.

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A Worthy Investment

This will help me get the ball rolling on setting up my apartment with conditions suitable for ME to live in. Toaster, blender, mic, keyboard, guitar, iPad, wifi router, ...many thing.

Please and thank you.

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Where to from here?

 I shouldn't even be writing this blog post. 
I want as much mystery as possible.

This way, when I bear my soul, no one can say A DAMN thing.

But after much ado about my loyalty "from here on out", I decided to finally do it.

I am a Hermit, y'all.
A rarity to be seen.
A moment to be with.
Love is always the motive.

I just need to learn my own ways before I whore myself out to the public eye.
Again.

There was nothing wrong with how I was carrying myself before my 2nd deal. I was just a warrior, in war mode. I became "too rough around the edges" (in my opinion; check my 2016 music on YouTube). The second chance was to High Society. They deemed me intelligent enough to work with, too talented to deny and too marketable to ignore (read: handsome).

But yes.

Hermit = Monk

Expect to hear less from me.

Is basically what I'm saying.

I'll blog, sure...

I'll still maintain a certain sense of sociability. Just on my terms.

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