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I'm sure this needs explaining, but it's pretty much a think piece about being a Gothic monarch (figure) and trying to promote one's kingdom to parts unknown.
#beseated
What's a king to a god?
Perhaps predicted by Eminem, but it still reigns supreme.
The L Word Series (Looking for Lady Luck whiLe Lurking the streets for a Lady amongst bitches, hoes, whores and women)
The Intervention Series (overdosing on substances [literal and physical] and seeking help from the divine)
The StH Series (living in humanity as a hybrid of Sonic the Hedgehog and Dr. Robotnik)
The Awkward Series (intimate relations with celebrities)
The Villain Series (hiding behind Curtis Mayfield; including Vigilante)
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All come to a head with this album.
Fuck it.
Call it a mixtape
I figured I'd lose some people with a post at some point...
I know in an earlier post (2022, I think) I said that I identify as queer. Some people mistook it, and are treating me different. Technically, I can give a fuck less. I know what I've done, I know what I do, and I know what I like. But to clarify, with the hopes of NOT getting the wrong attention, I identify myself as the definition of queer which isn't sexual. I'm weird, dammit! And I thought queer was a smart way of saying so.
But all these faggots and downlow men are running around trying to embody my behavior based on things I've said about myself.
If you pattern your life to be like me, with the intention of impressing someone else, you will lose at life. Every time. I walk a path no one walks, and I lead the trail. I don't TRY to be a/the leader. I show my worth and I walk accordingly. And I'm SUPER kind to those who follow. There are many people out there who would love their attention and faith.
I'm very reckless with myself. But if someone has faith in me, I never let them down.
For that, ask Chris Rivera.
Late night, was at the studio with my man Josh Pastel. Gonna make some loops then call it one.
Blessings to you all.
If Sonic Movie 3 drops on Christmas, I may have some goodies for #depeopledem. This year is a very strict, song-a-month diet. The latest joint, "Lavelle Junson", is available now in the King Charles Era playlist. My numbers are special, so I know that whoever listened to it, listened to it. I can guarantee that the influential people I know have listened to it.
Still, one song a month.
I'm gonna need some DEMAND if you want me to SUPPLY. I'm tired of being the one annoying the pretty girl in the back of the class. I want this moment to last! I can feel you looking at me. I hear you listening. Intently. Trying to find a flaw. And even when you do, you digest it so well. Supply me with demand so I can demand my supply to finish you off.
I used to be conceited because of my talent. I felt that though others have talent, very few (if any) could measure to mine. There were humbling times and times where I shined. Still, I got HUMBLER (believe it or not) when I first signed to Jimmy.
Knowing I was the best.
Certain things happened, certain songs blew up about and from it, and my confidence wained and wavered. I believe my lack of confidence is what got me dropped.
When THE HOOD turned against me, that's when I got into Fight Mode. Every song, from 2012-2024 defended my spot as a creator, while deflecting shots from particular haters.
Literally.
I can't stress the fact that I was living IN DOOM, with some hood cats I suspected were drawing energy out of me (through rape) and exploiting my name socially. While being visited by someone who's plotting to do the same thing, if he hadn't already. All of who are under the influence of someone who was influenced to infiltrate my privacy.
Sounds like bitches, to me.
Well, I never let a bitch get me distracted. So I aired out EVERYONE, on MY production, signing my heart out.
For that reason, I feel like no one can fuck with me.
I'm done with this blog post.
Stay tuned.
#beseated
(verse 1) Whether you believe in me or Destiny, you gotta believe in something. Magick. Practicing. Come bring it! Someone wanna sing. Let t...