The only real issue is that there isn't a consistent VOLUME base. Like, some are naturally at 0.0, some are boosted at 3dBs high, FROM 0.0. Naturally or supernaturally. And there is A LOT of supernatural work at play. From restoring shadows to defensive attacks against those who wish to overthrow me.
If you know my kingdom, you know I cherish it and would do anything to protect it.
Some folks felt comfort just now. Others, worry,
My music can be described as bipolar (note: I been listening to ALL 30k records since mid November, JUST to make these notes; I only have a few NEWER albums left). Sometimes I want to be felt more than heard, other times, the other way around. Maybe this message gets lost in the sauce of hi-fidelity, generically general music it competes against. But do remember, I'm not here to compete with anyone. I want and wanted to reach a generation engaged in a war that has nothing to do with them, but will DIRECTLY affect them.
Unless I sign with Em, Dre, Snoop or 50, I'm not interested in a deal. My man DJ Enjetic had me ready to go with another label, but I know FOR A FACT they don't have my best interest at heart (as far as creative control). My natural grit must go in order for us to work. Weight-loss, dental care, foot care... things that I cannot afford for myself at the moment.
I got a hook up on some wifi. That's how I'm able to carry out these posts.
Regardless, money is a bittersweet issue for me. I'm happy, but I'm poorer. I do get lonesome, but I always make it out of those dark nights. Loneliness is my only problem with my life these days. And it doesn't always mean something bad. Perhaps I need to feel the longing of my people. But the NEED for money is being replaced by a WANT for money. I want to live better, I NEED to stay humble about my environment.
I am not living bad.
It's just hard talking to LA women, knowing you aren't dressed the sharpest and that, yeah, I have no choice but to compete.
Maybe it's up to what type of woman I like.
I don't know my type anymore. Baddie is certainly it, but we aren't on the best terms right now.
I think she likes having a rocky relationship with me.
Whatever.
Moving on,
I enjoy my music. Lyrically dense (even if someone doesn't know what I'm talking about), musically rich (including Hamilton, Charles the album), and creative as your favorite artist pre-me.
Don't feel bad about my lack of fame. You got your wish! The artist you want to keep a secret is yelling to get out of the box!
Where to from here?
