There's been word about it, both from me and other eyewitnesses, but I'm a bit self-conscious about music made between 2012-2014. There was a lot of venom spewed, in EVERYTHING ABOUT THE MUSIC. From the mix, to the MIC CHOICE, to BEAT/SAMPLE CHOICE, ...rhyme schemes, choice of particular words... it was all ugly. And aimed "at a few minds".
Music was my weapon. I didn't have a gun, neighborhood stores wouldn't sell me sharp objects... all I had was my talent and the mic. So if anything, be proud of the strength I showed. Also, be happy that I DIDN'T commit the crime I was going to, because I would've removed myself from reality permanently.
You'll be happy to know that any and all beef I had in Harlem (to my knowledge) is dead. Meaning, it's all peace in my neck of the woods. I even deaded my beef with Demevolist. I just harbor the responsibility of what might've gone wrong and prepare my future that way.
I don't want to send subliminal jabs at anyone anymore. Takes up too much creative energy. Alas, I don't have the mental patience to write anymore. In fact, I do and say so much with my blog that it's a wonder why people just don't reference it as a CH written... lol I guess I got y'all spoiled.
So yeah. No more venom. And I do and will blush at my ears' first sight of my 2012-14 music.
