First, I would like to disagree with her/you. A female showing interest (in the positive) towards my music/poetry would mean the world to me. Probably why I don't have too many female StarChasers (to my knowledge), because it would DEFINITELY go to my head and the music would DEFINITELY be impacted.
Second, to agree with Baddie is to accept that the mostly macho love I get from Hip-Hop is to be expected. And for me NOT to be super macho and STILL get the love from the beloved meatheads of Hip-Hop is a feat by itself. I would like to believe that I brought out the vulnerabilities of Hip-Hop and made it something to shine about. Yes, there is a Kanye before me, but even that's in question (#iykyk). Basically, I made it cool to be yourself, so long as you respect the culture.
Since I started going to church (courtesy of Chris Rivera), I have been encountered with a type of love that is strangely foreign to me: God's Love. God said "come as you are"... well, the church says it. The Bible says "All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out." (John 6:37 KJV) God understands my hangups with the world. From grooming to dooming. I want peace, I am a natural rebel.
Funny story.
According to Grandma and Uncle G, they used to tease Mom for me getting in trouble for doing the same things she did in school. Apparently, she was a KILLER with the clarinet. Like, me on piano = mom on clarinet. And she would smoke her weed/cigs and entertain her friends by playing clarinet THE FUNKIEST.
According to Grandma and Uncle G, they used to tease Mom for me getting in trouble for doing the same things she did in school. Apparently, she was a KILLER with the clarinet. Like, me on piano = mom on clarinet. And she would smoke her weed/cigs and entertain her friends by playing clarinet THE FUNKIEST.
Basically, if God can love me beyond and passed the sins I DON'T confess to (as well as the ones I do), all I can do is love (with His love) any and all I come in contact with. I am NOT God to judge anyone (though I am rather homophobic, as soft as I can be), and I am not a judge to be God (I respect the goings on in the streets; I just want to be covered from it). God showed me love in times and places where love was not only a thing of the past, but a catalyst for you get destroyed. And all I EVER want to do, IS love. I guess that's why *drKiwi* and I were ...actually rather safe in *drKiwi*'s apartment. I tried to warn her that it's hostile ground there, but she toughened her skin and STILL managed to be a lady.
I won't forget you, *drKiwi*.
You either, Baddie.
I'll *drKiwi* you another time.
I'll *drKiwi* you another time.
I have been writing.
I don't like writing anymore.
No one's fault.
If I'm going to write, I gotta do it my way.
I have a rhythm to my songwriting (since 2014, to be exact), and the tedious process of writing eats away at it. That being said, enough StarChasers have requested it, so I'll work on some stuff in the meantime.
In the meantime, you're reading my writing now.
Consider the sources.
~!Jr.!~
