Test tickles

Every day, I find myself on the phone for several hours on in/end. Yesterday, I put the phone down. Wouldn't you know it, I got zero calls yesterday. Maybe I do chase after people. The only phone call I got was from Baddie.

I'm not mad at the people in my life. I reach out a lot, forgetting they have a life, too. I can be annoying. Still. NO calls yesterday. And none today, so far.

Is this the meaning of my existence?