I have a practice now. It involves God, The Lord, Jesus and Satan. I got close to ALL FOUR in my last blunt session. I'm not entitled to tell you the details. Just know that I am back in tune with myself.
One of my StarChasers is insisting that I "get away with murder" with my songs. That I haven't been "super Rapping", but "the songs make up for it". That was kinda my goal around 2014. I wanted the SONGS to be the standout. His example was "The Evil Microchip". Well, let's break it down:
- I am The All Seeing Eye. You can hear, taste, feel and smell everything I do.
- As The All Seeing Eye, I am The Creator.
- As The Creator, I'm not sure how I feel about people being injected with a microchip that has all their information in it. Nor am I sure how I feel about people being barcoded for an "easier shopping experience".
- The album "The Evil Microchip" was the antithesis of "African Child Pornography", in that it took a positive approach to handling matters of the world at large. "African Child Pornography" was The Creator's way of saying "I don't give a fuck; dooit!".
To express these thoughts requires bravery and ACTUAL EXPERiENCES. Both of which I display and talk about. Do I need to remind you that I thought I was being raped in a Harlem apartment by folks who subconsciously implied that they are higher ups in The Illuminati? I was scared, angry, lonely and ready to fight at all times. I used that rage to make music.
Maybe I repeated myself a lot. I know I exhausted the concept of being a Goth. My reasoning? NO ONE CLAIMS GOTH SUBCULTURE, BUT WANTS TO CAPITALIZE ON IT (fashion, sounds, etc.)!. My Goths know and understand the fight. It's not over until EVERYWHERE looks like a Gothic village!
But I never slipped up. Meaning, I never fell off. I inverted my style to make the song more enjoyable.
Alas, this is just me talking. See for yourself!:
I'll be around.
#beseated
