It must be the season. I miss people I was once extremely close to, that I may have ostracized myself from due to mental health issues. I been ironing out each problem in each relationship. Sha-leik and I deaded our drama, Yung Nate and I are cool, Show Tufli and I are on speaking terms...
And today I spoke with HchO.
I let him know that though I still care about him/the team, I have a few tracks where I aimed at them. He wasn't happy, but we talked our way through it.
HchO was like a father figure to me. I watched him handle his business while in college, and still manage to keep the studio up and running. We never had our differences. He accepted that I have my own world, I accepted that he was A boss in the world at large. The only time we clashed was when we got in the industry. I wanted more of something else, he was in it to win it.
Or did he even care about the money?
Hours alone, spent smokin' weed and drinking E & J would lead to one's perception being distorted.
I gotta get out of this "everyone hates me" state of mind before it destroys me...
#beseated
