Bad-isms

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The above is the latest episode of StarCHaser Central Podcast. They reviewed "A Bad Representation of Ugly". Basically, it was a good review, and they want to see/hear more of this type. I definitely get it. I can make more projects like this. No problem.

But what does it mean to be a bad representation of Ugly?

"I'm so good, that I'm so bad. Guaranteed to be the greatest thing you ever had!"

I am aware of my beauty, as I am aware of my flaws. I'm not ugly BY FAR, but my flaws in my beauty comes from drugs, alcohol, and bad eating habits. Neverdamnmind, I'm going to the gym OFTEN. Sweat has become my best friend. But I am Egyptian-level beautiful. And my exes know the extent of my beauty. Will they speak on it? Probably not. 

I probably shouldn't put out there how bad I am. I already get treated all types of foul by people who want my attention/lust after my anger. I let all y'all niggas slide. I see your heart. I know your mind. I just don't want to play your game.

If you're trying to shoot your shot, know that I am saving my time, energy and everything else for and to music. So technically, I don't hear you (or give a fuck). No shade, no offense, I just gotta "see if you could truly be what I need...".

Even with being bad, I'm not afraid to get ugly. Whether on the mic or in a fight. I remember at the halfway house, this HUGE dude named Gino always wanted to wrestle niggas. One time, I was like "C'mon man! We about to smoke and chill! Stop tryna body niggas!" And he came over to me and tried to slam me. 

I stood my ground. Held my own. Refused to get slammed.

We dapped it up, smoked, and he never tried to wrestle smaller niggas again.

That's bad.

Y'all niggas ain't bad because you got money and guns. 

The niggas that gave you the money and the guns is bad.

That's ugly.

Shouts to Ice-T and my cousin Mar-Q.

Stay up, y'all.