Late last year, I started working on a record called "Cleveland Rocks". It featured my baby cousin Spazzo CLE and StarChaser Xavier Bennet. It's sampled the second version of The Drew Carrey Show's theme song. Xavier is a traditional StarChaser, in that, though he supports me, he always has some flip shit to say to make me feel like less of a being.
In his verse, he said "we got LeBron, we don't need no Michael". Before I moved to NYC (age 5), CLE used to call me Michael. As in Jackson. I was always musically inclined, and the Universe of East Cleveland knew it. I called Spaz and said "he ain't from Old Cleveland, because he would get his ass beat". Spaz agreed. My verse was fire, but only after Spaz convinced me not to talk about the pain of Cleveland.
It wasn't easy.
Cleveland is so beautiful. So the ugly shit I went through can be seen as a one off. But word to my cousin Shayla, finding intimacy in Cleveland AS Baby Charles/Michael/Jr. is a TRIP. Nevertheless, i got a hand job from Scooter's baby mom. Lol
And me and Miss Jackie! went at it! Lol I swear I love that girl. That's a StarChaser for real. A music lover that knows the depth of my music, yet still manages to be impressed. I try not to sleep w Female StarChasers, but when passion calls, answer.
Back to Cleveland.
I don't like calling the Indians the "Guardians", but I'll be damned if they ain't talking about George, Dilla and Jack. Fuck Jack, but y'all 3 niggas changed my life by being with me. I'ma need y'all to get clear with 9 (The Universe) about where y'all stand with me. 9 believes I'm all alone, following behind the coolest mu'fuckas on campus. I'm pretty cool myself... solid, even and rather... but I would love to spend my days with the boys. Jack always made it weird for us. Either he would say or do some psycho homo shit, or he would sell one of us short. He tries to be nice to me, but only because #thegame requires it.
That's the shit I be talkin' about, #CitizensOfHeart.
Cleveland is a VERY loving city. We embrace you, until you hurt us. I mean, we're the city of The Dawgs. Granted the Browns they speak of are Bandicoots. Loving, but VERY conservative. I'm sure Cleveland won't shun me for "gettin' it in" a few times, but... just to be clear, I will ride w my Cleveland brothers until the wheels fall off, and I will devour any Cleveland Chick who dares test the libido of #ScootersFirstGirlfrind.
Sucks to say, but it is what it is.
I love you, Cleveland.
I love you, Hamilton Family.
As long as we're in each other's heart(s), we will never be apart.
Word to Senior.
I just drenched my soul into #MissKiwi's heart. I wonder what's next for *drKiwi* and #TheBlackDrRobotnik...A lot I gotta do today. I'll be around.
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