LA is a dope house. In every neighborhood, you can see the primary drug (and it's influence). Weed is everywhere. But for the right price, so is any and everything else.
I'm not interested in relapsing. Outside of what I do in my imagination, I just drink a little and smoke weed. Still, there's like a pressure from all those who know I have a history with Dope to... kinda be back on it. I'm always being told to write, make another Lavalamp, make what the radio's making to make the money, ...all that shit does is fuel a rebellion from which they stand to go broke from.
See & Hear: I'm fine. I am going into my 38th(!!!) Year accomplished and accounted for. I can't ask for a better status. Just know that I am in a position in life where, if I don't do it, it doesn't benefit me. And just because YOU don't see the benefit, doesn't mean it's not there.
I sleep better at night, thanks to my small exploits of time and attention. And there's no lady in my life to hold accountable (for), so I get to sleep late. Still, I'm up, writing to an audience of #theesoteric.
