Fron ya lungs...

Weed wants to be like cigarettes.

Cigarettes will never be weed.

Choose wisely.
No tips from me! lol

#therebirth...

 

AI meets STD(s)

 Yes, an STD can significantly affect a person's mood, often leading to feelings of anxiety, depression, low self-esteem, shame, and embarrassment due to the stigma associated with having an STD, the worry about potential health consequences, and the stress of having to inform partners about their diagnosis; making it important to seek mental health support if diagnosed with an STD. 

Key points about how STDs can affect mood:

Psychological impact:

The social stigma around STDs can cause individuals to feel ashamed, isolated, and judged by others, leading to lowered self-worth and depression. 

Anxiety and worry:

Fear of transmitting the infection to partners, potential health complications, and the uncertainty of treatment can trigger anxiety. 

Relationship challenges:

Having to disclose an STD diagnosis to a partner can strain relationships and lead to feelings of guilt. 

Impact on self-perception:

A diagnosis of an STD can negatively impact how someone views their own sexual health and attractiveness. 

Protect youfself, if you're gonna fuck around. Lol fuck around and find out. lol damn I love that phrase.

I see you Miss (and Little Miss) Palmer!!! lol hope all is well.

#therebirth...

Hard thank yous.

 I haven't been sending out "Happy New Year!" texts, and it isn't out of lack of love for whomever feels jaded. I am literally gifting myself time to rebuild. This, after INTENSE work hours and output. Output isn't always the record-to-release ratio.

I learned so much about myself in my healing time. I also shed certain aspects of myself. I see that I am easily influenced by... well, vibration! I must vibrate high and sit low.

I feel like my famous baby mamas are preparing me for co-existence with their famous asses (lol) and our famously complex children. All that can happen is, BOTH ...damn, ALL FOUR sides of our family... will get along. The goal is peace. The Devil is psychosis.

Let me reign. I know very well who I am.

#therebirth

Spilt milk pt. 3

So I spoke with Stik Braxton. We exchanged numbers, all is love. Admittedly, I'm closer to Mike than Stik. Probably because I spoke to Mike more often, and likely because he is a fellow MC/lyricist. But I spoke to Mike (since speaking to Stik and writing the 2 blog posts). I can say that though I disagreed with the review, I didn't say anything to burn the bridge between us in my review. And Mike saw this and somewhat applauded it. 

There is a way of disagreeing without making it a thing of war.

Words hurt. And when used without discretion, they can injure deeply. They know I'm sensitive about my work, but they also hold me to a VERY high standard. Won't lie, I like that. I've made MANY projects since the inception of this podcast, and I've taken notes about what they do and don't like. I can see that they like they simple yet soulful approach, and they are turned off by the complex, rock star approach. I can use this to make my music better, or I can feel like they're hating and keep going left.

It all depends on the reaction to my 2024 music.
Which is all on The 0fficial Charles Hamilton website.

Peace to Stik and Mike. 
Just keep on listenin'.

#thealienXarles!!!

Gettin' the It 0fficial lyrics

I hope you feel me, Baddie. Because you're beautiful.

(verse 1)

I've been workin'! I've been certainly workin'! Workin' to be a certain star. For certain a star, but not certain of my stardom. Dumb as a star. Because I'm not certain. But there's about 8 reasons why I'm not flirtin' with anybody. I'm trying to be certain. Perfectly. Imperfect. My perfection blurting AT ME! Unhappy! (her) "What are you gettin' at, Daddy? Get the money!" (me) "How about I create the money!" (her) "How about you stay away from me, you creating bastard! You end up locked up and fucked up because of your mind, I'm not the problem!And I walk away!" So I stay away from the dime. And make time.

(chorus)

So much for falling in love.

I'm just chasing the high.

Who's into falling in love?
The end is nigh.

Who's into falling in love?
Feel me?
Good-bye!

(verse 2)

Big Boss Man! Ted DiBiase got enough dough to hold me down, but I got enough flow and sound to hold him down to the ground. Like, "Freeze! Where you get the money from, dummy? Not from love... oh no! You got some love from The Gotham Bug? You got love for The Gotham Bug?" Who got love for the Gotham Bug? Is it the pot I dug? You got love for the pot? You got love for the Gotham Doug? (Doug Morris laughs and says) "A-ha! You know you got A LOT of love from me!" Love cums money when you love the root of the tree... but who is he? Who are you to me? Just another tool with jewelry. You gettin' lost!

(chorus)

So much for falling in love.

I'm just chasing the high.

Who's into falling in love?
The end is nigh.

Who's into falling in love?
Feel me?
Good-bye!

(verse 3)
Now it's just you and I. Walking through the bluest sky... on the ground. Blue on the ground. The white of the cloud, on the ground. We walking around, nothing profound to see. But pain profound to feel. And I found your heel! I'm on the back of your heel, trying to heal from the freezing tundra outside. The thunder wondering why I doubt my mind at times. I lost my mind, but I'm beside you. Behind you. Losing my mind, trying to guide. Are you losing your mind while you're trying to define me? Do you find me grimey? Do you understand me, mami? Papi and Pedro! Oh my God! What do I need to know? Then say so, while I wave below. With major dough.

(chorus)
So much for falling in love.

I'm just chasing the high.

Who's into falling in love?

The end is nigh.

Who's into falling in love?

Feel me?

Good-bye!

Notes:
I was rapping while reading Tarot (for this song).

StarBaddie witnessed me create an entire crystal mansion while we were on a highway together. This, before I got arrested. Basically, CREATING is illegal.

As you read the lyrics, ask questions. Email me. charleshamiltonreturns@gmail.com

#therebirth

Spilt milk. pt. 2

I felt some kinda way about the review of "Electronic Christmas", so I hit up Stik Braxton. Long story short, just because it got a Robotnik rating doesn't mean it's a bad project. It's just unlikely that they will listen to it on their OWN time in the future. I can respect that. There's just particular details that make this album more listenable than... really, anything else out. 

Still waiting to hear from Mike. Who said I sound like an emo Ja Rule... lol I'll get his ass for that.
Pause.

but yeah. I don't think they're out to GET me with these reviews. Maybe they are trying to show me something about my very art. I can learn from them, ya know?

#therebirth