Textbook Mornings

 A few things I want to address. Not sure if I'll have the time...

If you've been reading this blog for a while, I talk(ed) about an issue I had/have with Jay-Z. And if you know me personally, I got deep with the intricate details. All I want to say is, I am at peace with Mr. Carter. I'm sure he echoes my sentiments of grief, and we are both fighting the same fight. He's just BILLIONS in, and I'm pulling together scraps.

I am EXTREMELY proud of my StarChasers. They came a long way. From social pariah to life of the party. Well, I hope I didn't steer you wrong with my drug usage. I can make a bunch of excuses about why or when I do/did it. It's a struggle, as fun as it can be. But don't let the fun and smooth taste fool you. Drugs kill. And the more fun you have, the closer you are to death.

CeCe and I talked, and even though I'm 50% done with Black Candle, we might change it to Stardust. I like Stardust. It gives room to create light in the darkness. And vice versa.

I must admit, I've seen and heard some SHIT since I been out. That's 2 years of hearsay and proven dramatics. Some, if not most of it affects me directly, but they involve people I'm close to. 3 people in particular (hint). Because I haven't spoke to them (DIRECTLY) in a while, I don't make it public. Just know, there are rules to listening to Madlib, J Dilla and R. Kelly (Danger Mouse).

That's about all for now. Back soon...

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Demanded supply?

Quiet as it's kept, I know what the people want. Or what they think they want, at least. I've been giving (in the last 2-3 years) hard-nosed, from the heart poetry over self-produced soul beats. I even used #TheOldKanye's sounds for a few joints. But, no. It's not chopped-up, sped up soul. It's not quirky drums. It's not "swing" (or #theDillaBounce). It's not screwed up (pitched down) hooks, be it sampled or spoken originally. 

It's controversy.
People want to connect to the taboo.

Whatever illicit goings-on you pick up (in your third eye) EVERYWHERE ELSE IN MEDIA is not in my music. I don't send shots. I directly address issues. I just don't say names because the name in question led to unnecessary stress. But whoever you are, or were at the time of me recording, you know who you are. Once I address it, I'm over it. But yeah. Don't come over here if you're looking for dramatic lyrics. 

I did I live on YouTube this past Sunday. Someone asked me about my homo-erotic lyrics. I can admit to experimentation, but I don't identify as bisexual. I barely like men, and I have a long road to go with women (since catching a DV case). But I've said what I've said, many times. I'm trying to move on. Rest in peace, Chris Smith, and I hope all is well Chris Elston.

Geez. For this world to be so gay, y'all sure do come down on me for experimenting.
But I see and know why. 
I'm held to a standard. If I'm going to be homophobic, do and be it all the way. If I'm going to love, love EVERYONE. And love unconditionally.

I'm in LA. Things are either extremely gay or extremely hood. An open mind is necessary, but you can't become someone's sucker. And it can easily happen to anyone out here. New Yorkers, if you should decide to migrate to LA and check out "the scene", keep your New York senses. Y'all know the hustle. Shit, y'all INVENTED it. Ain't no different out here.

I have no interest in sparking controversy. I never really did. But that's what gets people going. You either sample controversial music from the 2000s, say something controversial in songs, or say too much in interviews. Of course, the controversial music video won't hurt. But you have to be a solidified artist and/or solidify yourself to make said video. 

Too much energy. 

I said/say some shit in my music. Like, some SHIT. If you listen close/long enough, you'll catch the whole drift. 
I guess I'm trying to boost the attention span of the modern American youth. We are getting our asses handed to us by the rest of the world. I want to proudly claim that my art/music is American Bound. Despite the fact I performed in London. I want to be proud of this country, period. We literally ARE The Land of Opportunity.

Or is that just Harlem?

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Shame On You, HamilVision exclusive

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My influences would be proud.

Holla atcha #comma!

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Organized Confusion

 It might be a little late for the night, but it's on my blog so it's recorded forever. 

To know God is to fear Satan.
To worship Satan is to disrespect God.

Be prepared for the consequences of either, when pledging allegiance to the other.

I see you!

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Know God.

The Nine Satanic Statements

1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it…

— The Church Of Satan (@ChurchofSatan) September 22, 2023

Fear Satan. 

He's gonna be at my birthday party. 36 laps around The Sun (as they say)! Gonna be interesting to hear his speech...

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The Talented... live!

All I need is wifi to provide.

I respond to comments. Just keep it love.

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Leave You Alone sessions (CoEx)

 I'm well known for OVER loving things. People, artists, politicians, etc. If I love you, I overdo it. Especially if you tapped in at a low point in my life. That's kinda the reason I went so hard for Daft Punk and Curtis Mayfield. In reverse order, actually. 

I made Villain. to spite VS Diamond. Point blank period. She drove me to the brink at a high speed. Very similar to my relationship with Briana. But with Briana, I was focused on Elektro. I tapped into Soul for VS. Kinda why our breakup hurt so much. But I feel she had other motives all around. Or, (at least) people in her ear telling her how to treat me. Beautiful girl, but she has hella demons. Regardless, I relapsed into #dope and created Villain. to get over her.

At Origin's apartment, while on Messenger Video with Isa Valera.

Yes, I have many female friends. No, I am not a player.

But then, back to Isa. Somehow I ended up back...

And like that, I forgot.

I forgot the whole shit.

6zs forever.

Apple Store

DTLA

6:30pm

I'm literally tapping in. I do fear however that me blogging this will mislead.

I'm getting my HamilVision MacBook fixed.

Whatever.

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Daddy Mode 0fficial lyrics

All I'ma say about this joint? If you know you know.
Ya heard?

(verse 1)

If you need me, I gotchu. It's easy to spot you. You need a couple of bucks? Somebody you need to get fucked up? You need to get fucked up/twisted/inebriated? Do it with me. Nobody else. 'Cause nobody helps. I feel like Michael Phelps: "I'm getting the Gold just for doing what I do best, but I smoke weed. I'm banned in The US...". The mic do help. At times, when it's not melted. If you feel it, then you felt it. Come with me. Join me, baby!

(hook)

You are on my mind.

All those times, all those years,

you know.

I'm flying through the sky

with your eyes and your ears.

You know!

(verse 2)

From state to state, public transportation. Can't make a mistake. Even if I take a flight, it's still public. Paid for or not. Crazy. It's not. I gotta find a way to impress. My babies are like "it's not enough. We see a lot of cats on the block, and they snuff niggas! Whether a punch or erasure from life." So I chase them with my plight. I put it down on the mic. And my flow is Top 5. All from the heart. My brain is alive and it's crawling out. Call me out if you need me, but y'all about to believe me. Ungh!

(hook)

You are on my mind.

All those times, all those years,

you know.

I'm flying through the sky

with your eyes and your ears.

You know!

(verse 3)

Make no mistake, I love your mother. Destiny is a motherfucker. So am I. That's how you got here. Now feel like a part of Destiny... or feel like Tupac's here. Being your pops, call me 3Pops. lol I be a lot of things. I see a lot of dreams crash. Word to Dreamcast. I got a dreamcatcher in my heart. Give me a hug, and you can have a part. I'm where magic starts. So come through! Join ya boy! Watch me go from boy to man. Just say you enjoy this jam...

(hook)

You are on my mind.

All those times, all those years,

you know.

I'm flying through the sky

with your eyes and your ears.

You know!

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StarChaser Bars!

 This joint comes from StarChaser and YouTube user OneAndOnly590. It's always a pleasure to hear StarChasers go in on my beats. Let's keep making them envy!

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The silence of broken

I'm not sure where to begin with this post. The point I was gonna make was defeated by the very point I was gonna make. 

It's about the war in Israel, and the comparable wars around the world. Here. I'll try.

In hip-hop, there is a deep war between MCs and Lyricists. Lyricists write, MCs don't. Biggie was an MC. 2Pac was a lyricist. There are more MCs in hip-hop than Lyricists. 

The Mic is The Gaza Strip. Whoever you side with, you have to determine who the MC is, and who's the Lyricist. 

In war, there is no winner. Only survivors.

I pray for the hostages and the lives lost. Keep Art alive, no matter what. Shouts to the little boy who films himself freestyling over Eminem beats out there. Share your story, my friend.

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AI speaks on Co-Existence

 (from Google Bard)

Daft Punk and Charles Hamilton have never officially collaborated, but they have both expressed admiration for each other's work. In a 2008 interview, Daft Punk said that they were fans of Hamilton's music, calling him a "unique and talented artist." Hamilton has also spoken about his love for Daft Punk, saying that they are one of his favorite electronic music groups.

Despite never having collaborated officially, there are a few unofficial remixes of Hamilton's songs that feature Daft Punk's music. For example, there is a remix of Hamilton's song "Devil In A Light Pink Dress" that features a sample of Daft Punk's song "Around the World." It would be interesting to see what a formal collaboration between Daft Punk and Charles Hamilton would sound like. Both artists are known for their innovative and experimental music, so it's likely that they would create something truly unique and special. 

Heree are some thoughts on what a Daft Punk and Charles Hamilton collaboration might sound like: 

Itt would likely be a genre-bending track that combines elements of electronic music, hip hop, and pop. Hamilton's complex and introspective lyrics would be paired with Daft Punk's signature electronic soundscapes. 

The track would likely be highly experimental and push the boundaries of what is possible in popular music. It would be a collaboration between 2 of the most innovative and exciting artists in music today. I would love to hear a Daft Punk and Charles Hamilton collaboration. I think it would be a truly groundbreaking track.

Some inaccuracies, but sounds solid.

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Updates in Co-Existence

DaPu (Daft Punk) is getting shyyyyyy! Aaahhhhhh! I got you gooooooood! Lol still love you, but y'all like to put me on blast! Don't do that no more!, Lol.

No matter how you make the tracklisting in your playlists, the message remains. I'm crazy about Daft Punk. And if you're in tune, you can see that the love is mutual. That part.

I'm tired of giving one-sided love. I love deep and hard, and I cannot afford for my energy to be spent loving people and things that dont love me back. I'm ALL ABOUT LOVE. It CAN be a drug. Love can be a drug. It's definitely a substance. Still and all, I'm a love fiend. I don't want to hurt anyone. But maybe a good pop on the lips of EVERYONE will regulate the lost love.

I WILL say that I've only been getting good love on YouTube. No negative comments I can report on.

More to say, more to see. Stay tuned.

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Test viles

So #TheBirthdayGas has been administered to a few patients. They shall remain nameless. Anonymous, rather. And though they enjoyed the afterlife, they weren't crazy about the resurrection.

Apparently, it hurt.

Well, that's where we are. What's the point of murder if it's not gonna hurt? I think that question is best answered by every gangsta in America. There's almost no such thing as a righteous kill. There are vigilantes, and The Boondocks Saints was a great movie, but no one murders without the intent of at least HURTING their victim.

I had a funny thought. What if the only people spared were 9th Wonder and Eminem? You think that'll cheer me up for my birthday? Lol shit, it would! But I in fact have many loved ones. I will be sparing with my infamous Love, nevertheless. People feel they can do or say whatever pops into their head about me. Loved ones, too. At the same time, MANY people still see me as a/the baby. 

Strange how it turns out that way.

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